Food and social isolation

Before food became abnormal, I once was able to attend social events and eat.

It was in this socializing that my need to appear thin and perfect came about.

First anorexia, then binging.

Now, social circumstances are the most difficult.

Few realize that food can be and is used as a drug of choice for some.

Now, I tend to avoid social circumstances out of the fear that I may place myself in an atmosphere of eating in which I could possibly lose control and be set off on a binge of unknown length.

People unknowingly push food on you, sometimes even to the point of forcing it on you.

Sometimes, it is just better to isolate and stay home, rather than place myself in this difficult environment.

Leave a Reply

Fill in your details below or click an icon to log in:

WordPress.com Logo

You are commenting using your WordPress.com account. Log Out / Change )

Twitter picture

You are commenting using your Twitter account. Log Out / Change )

Facebook photo

You are commenting using your Facebook account. Log Out / Change )

Google+ photo

You are commenting using your Google+ account. Log Out / Change )

Connecting to %s