It is quite evident that I have not acted sanely when I was jealous and possessive of my mate.
In fact, I often fear that my significant other will deem me not worthy any longer and will stop loving me. I believe that love is so conditional that oftentimes he will find someone better.
I overly examine my negative character flaws and fail to see my uniqueness.
In addition, I suffer rather dramatically from attachment issues and, as a result, I oftentimes act out in my thoughts, feelings and behaviors rather erratically. I feel irrational and needy at times. As a result, in most cases, I turn to food to help relieve the loneliness, fear and anxiety that I feel about being in a relationship.
For me love had been so conditional for so very long.